stayover. pizzahut

stay over was kinda cool with raz, luke, shawn and shiya. damn funny la. i had this milk bottle kinda big. paid raz 6bucks to drink it up. as said, to feed his ego. nathan he kept pee-ing after that. he better pay my bills.

omg look what my cousin said.

clarrie 123!!!!!! always wans chocolate! sent 3/24/2007 11:01 PM:
hi char

clarrie 123!!!!!! always wans chocolate! sent 3/24/2007 11:01 PM:
next time can we like chat?

clarrie 123!!!!!! always wans chocolate! sent 3/24/2007 11:01 PM:
k?

clarrie 123!!!!!! always wans chocolate! sent 3/24/2007 11:02 PM:
my cus says hihi

clarrie 123!!!!!! always wans chocolate! sent 3/24/2007 11:02 PM:
if u r free call me on the house my house phone number hor!

die la how to talk to people on the phone? if nothing to say then i just hang up and then she cry?!

i got the dumb mac. nathan.

i shoud change to wordpress.

anyway today was kinda fun. had lunch with luke, razi and joey(random). then bought the cake mix. joked around a lot. i think luke looks like yogi. lol.

whatever.

nicknames

ok cos shiya, shawn luke and i are talkin, our msn nicks are together.

on mine, it says,
“Phobophobia is a fear of fearing, i miss u. where are u, l u k e. theangstinthelifeofatroubledteenrocker. °¥à¡”

just think.. “i miss you, where are you, luke?”

but on shawn’s its worse.
“i miss u. where are u., Charmaine.” and then it says “[lose the flab], luke.”

then razi came in. i think should add razi then luke. it’ll look like this.

“i miss u. where are u., Charmaine.” and then it says “[lose the flab], raz”

yay. happy again. i dont wanna be sad.. just cos of hj.. doesnt know. doest care. as in, him.

now its theangstinthelifeofatroubledteenrocker, raz. walau

back out.

diaryland sucks.
diaryland sucks.
diaryland sucks.
diaryland sucks.
diaryland sucks.
diaryland sucks.
diaryland sucks.
diaryland sucks.

fuck.

i simply hate people who like back out or pull out last min. like if you dont wanna go, SAY SO! im not some petty bitch. everyone has their opinions right? i mean i didn’t force you. and obviously i would want you guys to stay over cos like, we can crap and stuff?

like, dont give me the shit that you’re just accompanying me man. i mean, i thought we were gonna sit there for a long time, like just talkin and laughin. then i would also pass my friend the uniforms. but suddenly you didn’t wanna sit there. then of cos the only reason im going is to pass the uniforms right?

i dont know how to feel la. disappointed? or what. sigh.

i see loads of tanglin people outide my house, like wandering souls. i enjoy that moment. its people watching, at least they entertain me for awhile, i guess.

im really not pissed.

i dont even know if you’re comin to my house.

phantom

dear diaryland. you really suck

no one can see what im typing. which means no one responses!

does anyone want to see PHANTOM OF THE OPERA AT ESPLANADE? it’s till 13may, and i really want to see it. if you’re interested tell me okay. i would want to sit at the $120+ one. AND IT IS GOOD OKAY!

ern, dont know if you’re readin this. sorry bout that day. when are you coming back? i want to see if you’ve really slimmed down. lol. come to my place to chill alright? love you!

i really want to watch phantom of the opera. )= i dont know why. its THAT feeling in me that wants to go..

i had the sudden urge for sprite and i stood up and ran to the storeroom. obviously there’s no sprite. i had to settle for ribenna apple.

i hate having cravings. it drives me nuts. i love sprits. dont know why. the gassier the better. and for ribenna i love it with schweppes. damn good man. argh.

tell me if YOU want to watch phantom with ME!

i want to play o2jam. damn the stupid mac that has not been ordered.

OMG! i think im damn clever. i shall ask homies if they want to watch phantom! EUREKA!

speed, the dog

met may today. hahaha around 3pm. for lunch. slacked till around 6? before cabbing down to bukit batok. to see a dog.

lol. name’s speed. breed is spitz. white fur. kinda cute but its so not loyal to the owner. owner is so-so looking la. haha

im super bored. going to town tomorrow, sale, loreal. just gonna pop by to see.

goin for sports day on fri with luke. nathan we like no chance to meet luh!!

first, he was supp to go eat w shawn and razi and shiya. meaning if he went he could have popped over. but he was playing stupid mahjong.

then today, i saw this guy who looked like luke, except with messy hair. the bag green one. same as last time. LOOKED LIKE LUKE LA. then i called luke. it frickin is him. lol. SEE NO CHANCE TO MEET. nvm, fri.

sleepy. and diaryland sucks.

lipo!

hello people.

its been darn boring. i’ve watched 5 hours of telly, i’ve cleared ‘gem shop’ and im super dead. my eyes are so wonky.

i want to go party. but its kinda lame, over the fact i dont drink. zhihao said to train, but oh well.

i’ve eaten. too much actually. feel the flab already. i hope to strike rich, 4d, toto, rich boyfriend. i dont bet, so i’ll wait for a rich one to come by. with the kaching, i’ll go for lipo. actually i have cash for lipo, but i cant bear to part with it.

i shall ask ryan for leads, he’s from acs ib. or something. yes handsome guys!

i cant believe samuel and huishan got together. think :”OH MY FRICKIN GOODNESS”. yes, mates in primary school can you frickin believe it?

well ryan and i think shan’s kinda havoc for sam, mr nice boy next door. oh well. hope things are fine with them. i await the day where i find my own ’samuel’ too. haha. but i hate nice guys. urgh.

i want a gay-mate. it frickin sounds like play-mate (think :”anna nicole smith”) not no. gay mate! neither is it clay-mate (clay aiken’s fans). its GAY MATE for crying out loud!

alright, think you’ve my point.

its raining now. nathan. blimey. sister’s outside. i hope she doesn’t give me a shout, askin me to go fetch her. using a bloody umbrella. cos im like, bra-less. uhh well awkward silence.

i do love typing oh so much. its kinda like some fashionista to me.

i cant believe im going to japan. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! 31st-6th. then 9-11 is fms camp. urgh. AND 16 I FRICKIN START SCHOOL. i’ll be on campus grounds, wearing ugly t shirts, squeezing fats from my boobs. oil from my sides will leak out. oh goodness. the horror. i’ll be like some ‘toot-freak’ )= an outcast.

i hear that london-voice in my head again. reckon i need counselling?

some things are not what the seem. its better hanging out with ah-lians, compared to living in a high end fashion world, where everything is plastic, including your personality.

everyone’s got a bitch in them. bitch in me. name’s bitch. well whatever.

alright people, take a hike, while i’ll try to change my old and ugly blog picture.

xoxo.

dumb songs

this happened a long time back. i was in sa with selvan at the cafe thing, doing my interview for mcm when my sis called me saying all my songs were deleted. those in the h drive.

i was like okay… nevermind. as long as my stuff (impt) are still there.

welll, come to think of it, i DO mind

i mean, i’ve ZERO ZILNCH songs to listen. except ’smack that’ by akon. nathan.

i should delete ALL her super idiotic jap songs. and chinese songs too.

but i wont. she’ll like delete all my impt stuff in h drive.

then maybe i’ll throw her computer on the ground. YAY!

lol sorry. carried away.

the richer they are, the more scrungy they get. i agree. i’ve quite a lot of cash at hand yet i wont buy the ipod. maybe its not worth it. i see no reason to get it. cos i’d be gettin my laptop too.

should i get a white/black/silver/red mac? i love black but then.. 13/15/17 inch? oh well! we’ll see.

i keep thinking there’s something wrong with my room. i think its too small. and the toilet tiles are black. ITS NOT MOULD OK YOU IDIOTS! it is NATURALLY black. gives the dark feeling eh? sensual. it’ll look nice with lit candles… eh sounds so cheesy and sexual. like some porn movie. urgh.

adilah’s goin for fms camp. should i?

as long as friends keep me occupied, (=

pool, chat.

okay now its PUBLIC! removed silly stuff.

yesterday was kinda fab. talked to luke on the phone, after so long of absense (or however you call it). then cass came over, watched sponge bob movie. it rocked i tell you. GOOFY GOOBER(=.

teck’s came over later, went for pool. its so not my game. but victor came too. played from 8-10.30 and we left for 7-11 to get us drinks.

then raz called, and he shawn and shiya(new random) came over. talked from 1130-1230. then they left.

they’re coming round to the crib on fri for stayover(=

hopefully everything’s fine. gong gong is not well )= i pray he pulls through..

i went to posb just now and i got SOME BLUE POSB CARD! how rad is that? okay im damn suaku, but i mean, i’ve never gotten some special card cos i’d lose it.

yummm. meehoon kuay!

quirky habits.

yea, i have quirky habits.

i love the small of chlorine.
i love the smell of petrol.
i love the smell of uhu glue.
i love the smell of gas (kitchen one).
i love the smell of permanant markers.
i love the smell of white board markers.

i love fried fish meat beehoon. but i only eat the beehoon and drink the soup. and seaweed too. plus there must be XO, condensed milk, chilli.

i like spaghettie, and i eat it best with chopsticks.

i dont like porridge, but i like the you tiao when its soaked in porridge.

i hate bread, but i like burgers. only that i remove the patties and eat them while i throw the bread away.

i do NOT like bathing in other people’s house, even if their toilet is nicer than mine.

i have never watched a single episode of doraemon, but i have a doaremon comforter, pillow case, slipper, blablabla.

i think crayon shinchan is irritating but cute.

i hate the thought of growing fat but i eat junk food like there’s no tomorrow.

i mix around much better with guys compared to girls. guys do more fun stuff, except the masturbating part.

i love o2jam, but i stopped playing it. the server hates me.

i think neopets is super retarded yet i have many accounts.

i like the feeling of being rich, yet my heart shatters when i spend money.

i have a play station and an xbox at home, yet i never use them.

i have quite a lot of clothes (to me) yet me, being stupid, wants more.

i hate high heels, cos of blisters, but i want to own a few to be more girl like.

i call girls sluts, whores, skanks but i think being a skank is fun. except the sex part.

deep down, the short mini-me wants to me a model at victoria secrets despite that awful name.

i don’t like rpg games, i think killing people is so horrid, but i liek counter strike. except maybe they sould revamp the game and make BUNNIES shoot RAINBOWS.

i totally detest sitting the mrt, i feel rather sick in it.

i hate taking lifts, its a phobia.

i love the breathtaking scenery, yet i stupidly am afraid of heights.

i love sports, but i hate exercising.

i like games that require me to show my clicking the mouse skill.

i think packing my room is a form of therapy. i think it means spending quality time with myself.

i shall stop writing, go play games, and then shower and meet cass later.

more habits to come!

fly-me-to-the-moon

phantom of the opera was superb. i just love the mesmerizing songs. goodness! masqurade, every face a different shade. oh my goodness! i should watch the musical. but its expensive )= i’ve entered the channel 5 contest, hopefully i win! then i can go with my stupid sister who doesnt like to watch it. oh well!

bored at home. rarrr!!! i shall watch ugly betty on youtube or sing along with the phantom.

im going to the bank tomorrow. its nothing, really. i hate being bored. ive nothing lined up for me this week.

well during the wedding, we did not get any thanks you know!! rarr!!! well least i got a 50. now you know where the thites go to. had a few awkward moments (to me) when i was alone with him in the santuary (spell check). kinda wierd. imagine if we go out, and these awkward moments come about! lucky i cancelled. oops. but then again, i thought to myself. ‘i never had any problems when im out with ernest or selvan or some other guy, right?’ probably ‘cos they’re nice talkative mates of mine. more at ease, perhaps? i don’t know. but then again, i cant see myself with jon or jul. there will be TOO many irritatingly awkward pauses!

take this.
when i was at claire’s house that day.
we were walkin to the bus stop with domestic helper in tow. then claire said ‘my nehneh very itchy!’ then the domestic helper said ‘growing ah!’

i just shut up. urgh!

im known for being all chatty and stuff but like how to i break an awkward silence? by laughing loudly? or by slapping the person. uhhh!! its gonna rain.

may you should really start going to school! (=

i hate my blue nails. as a matter of fact, i hate every colour put onto my nails! like pink, blue, gold (oops sorry may haha), the cherry red, glittery stars, ugly not-solid silver. uragh. i want my fly-me-to-the-moon silver!!! okay for those who don’t know. you know the advert? where the pretty girl is crying in the car. then she lookd at the rock on her finger. then her nail polish, solid silver. yes thats the f;y-me-to-the-moon one. lolol.

im super jealous that they can go for y2y camp and i cant! ARGH!! i’ve missed out so much. i bet they were hell loads of fun for the guys!

shawn and i are talkin about ahlians. RARR!!!!! nothing against them, except we should meet soon with MR MONTANA and razi. lol.

actually, i think luke is kinda cute. not bad for a trophey too. no i don’t like him. luke, you’re just eye candy (=

Charmaine.says: look at me man. everyone thought i was an ahlin
Charmaine. says: i bet you thought i was an ahlian also
shawn says: no i thought u were a retarded laughing machine without the “off” button.

i frickin miss hanging out with the guys. )= i miss laughing! i miss my old non-emo-non-angry self.

i think i should go for anger management.