fly-me-to-the-moon

phantom of the opera was superb. i just love the mesmerizing songs. goodness! masqurade, every face a different shade. oh my goodness! i should watch the musical. but its expensive )= i’ve entered the channel 5 contest, hopefully i win! then i can go with my stupid sister who doesnt like to watch it. oh well!

bored at home. rarrr!!! i shall watch ugly betty on youtube or sing along with the phantom.

im going to the bank tomorrow. its nothing, really. i hate being bored. ive nothing lined up for me this week.

well during the wedding, we did not get any thanks you know!! rarr!!! well least i got a 50. now you know where the thites go to. had a few awkward moments (to me) when i was alone with him in the santuary (spell check). kinda wierd. imagine if we go out, and these awkward moments come about! lucky i cancelled. oops. but then again, i thought to myself. ‘i never had any problems when im out with ernest or selvan or some other guy, right?’ probably ‘cos they’re nice talkative mates of mine. more at ease, perhaps? i don’t know. but then again, i cant see myself with jon or jul. there will be TOO many irritatingly awkward pauses!

take this.
when i was at claire’s house that day.
we were walkin to the bus stop with domestic helper in tow. then claire said ‘my nehneh very itchy!’ then the domestic helper said ‘growing ah!’

i just shut up. urgh!

im known for being all chatty and stuff but like how to i break an awkward silence? by laughing loudly? or by slapping the person. uhhh!! its gonna rain.

may you should really start going to school! (=

i hate my blue nails. as a matter of fact, i hate every colour put onto my nails! like pink, blue, gold (oops sorry may haha), the cherry red, glittery stars, ugly not-solid silver. uragh. i want my fly-me-to-the-moon silver!!! okay for those who don’t know. you know the advert? where the pretty girl is crying in the car. then she lookd at the rock on her finger. then her nail polish, solid silver. yes thats the f;y-me-to-the-moon one. lolol.

im super jealous that they can go for y2y camp and i cant! ARGH!! i’ve missed out so much. i bet they were hell loads of fun for the guys!

shawn and i are talkin about ahlians. RARR!!!!! nothing against them, except we should meet soon with MR MONTANA and razi. lol.

actually, i think luke is kinda cute. not bad for a trophey too. no i don’t like him. luke, you’re just eye candy (=

Charmaine.says: look at me man. everyone thought i was an ahlin
Charmaine. says: i bet you thought i was an ahlian also
shawn says: no i thought u were a retarded laughing machine without the “off” button.

i frickin miss hanging out with the guys. )= i miss laughing! i miss my old non-emo-non-angry self.

i think i should go for anger management.