funny.

let’s allow everyone a laugh, shall we?
as usual, char’s the victim.
its okay. go laugh.
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was in some room doing camp with mz and hj. then we’re all talking. then suddenly my ass, as in right inside, like, right inside? like needles poke. one needle. (it usually comes when menses is here, but dunno y today got)
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so i grabbed my ass and said (rather loudly), “FUCK!…. my ass”
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it’s not what you think. i swear, i meant like WALAU MY ASS PAIN. but it just comes out the wrong way.
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and some idiot went, ‘i dont want la’
WELL I DONT WANT IT EITHER.
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should take note of how i speak.
but i really cant believe they meant it in that way.
fuck my ass.
no dummy.
its FUCK!!
MY ASS! (PAIN!!)
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go laugh. i think its funny too.
really.

mmm.

i do realise.
i feel suffocated
and suddenly, now that im breathing
i realise.
i do.
it was pressure.
i cave in.
i do try to do what i think is right.
i fall back.
you help me up.
but i feel that.
being picked up.
comes with a hefty price to pay.
i don’t know if i regret it.
i dont know how to put it.
i need air..

mmm.

it just hurts.
ouch.
its kinda bad, i think.
nice, but bad.
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stay away.
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i know what im gonna talk for speech comm. my fav topic. teeheee.
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it’s painful.
owww.
PAIN!

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its nice having friends.
i guess.
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i was kinda irritated during the time where i was at atrium. i think both of them know.
im sorry if it treated you badly.
mood swings.
i just cant forget your reaction which really hurt.
its gonna take time.
im really sorry.
it might take some time.
but just let me be, alright?

chillout.

after school bealson and group came to “wait” but only bealson waited. really waoted. he’s so frickin sweet. OMG I LOVE YOUUU!
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point is. we did like half of the camp, till 11plus in school. as in mz and hj and i. then headed to clementi and we sat till 2+ just talking about sex, sex, sex, guys, sex, sex.
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somehow it did hurt.
whether you meant it or not.
probably as a joke.
but still insulting,
even hurting.

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to sum it up, i had a great day.
cos i talked about sex.
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i think we 3 learnt more about each other.
sex.
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and shut up.
lol.

oh love, love.

blogging during writt comm.
im like really very sad.
because this guy, i think he is like THE GUY.
he’s super cute.
i think i mentioned before.
sensitive, cute.
like WOOO!
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he doesn’t like me.
nathan.
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im not guy crazy, i think.
on to next one!
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speech comm was good.
talked about experience..
top 3 (=
but i gotta stop saying ‘like’
sounds so bimbotic.
so yeh.
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meeting after school.
okay bye.
i rock for blogging so much.