tenderness of your hips; lips.

i wanna matter to you as much as you to me.
im afraid.
im scared.
can words really make me secure?
as nice as honey, it doesnt last.
we’ll see how long it’ll last.

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im piecing it back together. slowly. the hurt is still there. i want to trust you.
oh well.
stingray was so-so only.
not that crisp, not that sour.
sadly.
company was even worse.
ahaha kidding.
saw imran and kaini (=
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went to my crib, just to chill for awhile.
headed to ZOOM to play CS.
yay (=
the mouse wasn’t that good. so yeh.
left and went to eat..
chicken mutabak.
i was thinking that it was good cos the meat was white.
then i saw FATS.
they put the whole piece of chicken bryanni into it.
nevermind. cannot finish. i dapao.
sat at the carpark to talk.
chicken backside.
those ants come and attack.
then i let them eat lor.. )=
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i really cannot stand people taking my food.
lololol.
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i hope things are fine with Mr Lim. haha.
SHIT I NEED TO DO RADIO FUCKKKK!!!
nevermind.
tue is a holi.
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i really wonder how things will turn out.
how will friends look at me?
how will my parents feel?
i dont wanna feel withdrawn, ever again.
i went through it once, it was hell.
im afraid it will once again appear.
dont let it, would you?
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a plea.
a cry.
i want to work it out.
i want to matter to you.
where do i stand in your heart?
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i want to fall deeply in love with you