im dumb. are you?

^L@0_+3cK^_^Ah_hW@_D3k_D3k= says: (11:41:48 PM)
happy belated mother’s day

Charmaine. [angry at myself] says: (11:41:58 PM)
happy kukubird birthday day

^L@0_+3cK^_^Ah_hW@_D3k_D3k= says: (11:42:28 PM)
no my kuku bird have the same birthday as me

Charmaine. [angry at myself] says: (11:42:37 PM)
LOLOL

Charmaine. [angry at myself] says: (11:42:39 PM)
belated lor!!

Charmaine. [angry at myself] says: (11:42:45 PM)
happy belated kuku bird birthday day

^L@0_+3cK^_^Ah_hW@_D3k_D3k= says: (11:42:46 PM)
haha

^L@0_+3cK^_^Ah_hW@_D3k_D3k= says: (11:42:51 PM)
i will tell him de

^L@0_+3cK^_^Ah_hW@_D3k_D3k= says: (11:43:04 PM)
that u said happy belated birthday
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suddenly im in a bad mood

damn boreddd

after iac, did iac.
at least we’re started..

joel came down.
basket come find me never bring me food knn…
then go find hj..
but hj not at choir.
so weird.
in the end we realised joel’s aunty kidnap hj dont let him go..

then we search for choir place..
they also finding him..
nathn not the first time he late but this time is not by will…

so now we’re in air con room, with smelly feet. lol. no
i mean we’re waiting for hj.
my fish meat beehoon still waiting for me at home..
either cab or bus/walk…

i need to do work..
nathan how sial.
my socpsy haven study..

happily ever after.

i think im feeling better…
happier..
im gonna find sources for writ comm!
at night.
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loveyou.

i think it got better.

i left the house at 12.15pm..
i contemplated..
taxi?
bus?
and i remembered i was super poor..
so i took a bus..
i was damn glad i took it..
i saw aunty gina, my tour leader duriny my trip in japan.
she remembered me and we talked about the weather in japan..
she just came back from hokaido.
30degrees..
oh my god..
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then when i left the house, i was thinking. from clementi take cab to reward myself?
then aunty gina walked to mrt, so i followed her..
and i took a bus..
horray!!

i reached 1pm on the dot.
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now, for those who don’t know.
i am a reliant child..
)=
but i am..
its so hard for me to like, even take a bus.
call it dumb, inmature, whatever you want..
but whatever.
it really takes a lot of determination for me.
and im glad i did it.
woo-hoo.
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this crazy woman infront of me keeps talking so loudly
complaining to her friend about how another bitch makes her do iac.
or something..
:S
okay i pity you but dont so ji dong leh..
you’re spoiling my mood..
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i shall take a bus home later.
52, 184 or 154.
hopefully 154 or 52..
then i’ll walk home.
a peaceful walk.
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i hope tonight would be better.

and the stress kicks in..

grace actually read the conversation between hbb and i.
:S

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and i feel the stress!!!
speech comm week 13, 13th july
socpsy test week 12, 2nd july
journal speech comm week 12, 6th july
writ comm week 13, 9th july

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it really sucks please…
it really does..
and it doesn’t help that for radio, it sucks more cos of pro tools. they fucking wastes my 12bucks on some nonsense thing which is provided… )=
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im broke, wonder why.
fuck..

my sis woke up at 10.57 and her class starts at 11am.
hahaha!!!!
serves her right.
im in a foul mood.
like hello its all your bloodhy fault.
wanna take up so many things.
driving, jap class, work…
what else?
excuses so your grades can slip.
then you’ll start blogging about how no one cares about you and how no one would bother knowing the situation blablabla…
but hello, you don’t even bother to tell us,
oh wait,
do i care?
nope!
so shut up.
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have i mentioned that im in a foul mood?
cheebye.
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mum came back at 11am, and my food was not bought.
so my bad mood increases.
and i think,
my mum went to buy gorceries, no car, what can i expect..
im still so impatient..
things suck when there’s no car.
and i got angry with myself again.. really angry..
and i hated feeling angry, then i felt sad..
then i felt useless, and i felt angry again…
im always angry at the slightest thing, with hints and loads of irritation..
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last night someone couldn’t come online, and for some reason or another, i got pissed.
sorry…
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andrea, this really serves you right i hope you will faill your studies.
cos you don’t study at all.
day b4 exam then study like mad.
score high marks, so?
your attitude still sucks.
your personality.
working, cos of money right?
to support your never ending spending habits.
fuck la.
i really detest your attitude..
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ok fuck you people, goodbye.

hello go watch!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=nb3mshCWmgA

http://youtube.com/watch?search=&mode=related&v=Ggg0bsUfLBk

christianity and catholics

it started when…..

Charmaine. says:
aft! cos i go church aha i so holy

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:04:23 AM)
u christian?

Charmaine. says: (1:04:28 AM)
ya

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:05:26 AM)
not city harvest right?

Charmaine. says: (1:05:29 AM)
NO

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:05:30 AM)
ARE U FROM THERE?

Charmaine. says: (1:05:33 AM)
NONONOOO

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:06:43 AM)
i dunno their church in jurong west last time look like airport without airplane to me

Charmaine. says: (1:07:15 AM)
YAHH THEN GOT STUPID SCURITY GUARDSSSSS SIA

Charmaine. says: (1:07:17 AM)
FOR WHAT

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:07:22 AM)
HAHAHAHAHAHA

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:07:37 AM)
WHO WANNA GO THERE DO SOMETHING DUMB SIA

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:07:42 AM)
TERRORIST ALSO DUN WANNA GO

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:08:27 AM)
u heard about their holy tongue or something?

Charmaine. says: (1:08:47 AM)
speaking in tongue not holy tongue la

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:09:29 AM)
YA WAD HOLY TONGUE WAD

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:09:36 AM)
THEN THEY GO “SHIKABALABALA”

Charmaine. says: (1:09:56 AM)
eh u worship mary right

Charmaine. says: (1:09:58 AM)
why sia

Charmaine. says: (1:10:03 AM)
god is the one who give mary baby..

Charmaine. says: (1:10:07 AM)
if god give me..

Charmaine. says: (1:10:10 AM)
u worship me meh

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:10:19 AM)
not worship.

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:10:23 AM)
more like

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:10:29 AM)
honour only

Charmaine. says: (1:10:36 AM)
but i thought u sing songs to her

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:10:58 AM)
yeah.. but its only in honour of what she’s done..

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:11:01 AM)
its something like

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:11:19 AM)
elton john singing about superstar i forgot the name the one near the sewer the skirt fly one

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:11:28 AM)
he also singing in honour of the star right

Charmaine. says: (1:11:32 AM)
lolol errr marilyn monroe..

Charmaine. says: (1:11:36 AM)
wtff!!!

Charmaine. says: (1:12:02 AM)
then y when pray

Charmaine. says: (1:12:09 AM)
must put hand on forehead

Charmaine. says: (1:12:12 AM)
left n right breast

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:12:29 AM)
the forhead right

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:12:37 AM)
symbolize “father”

Charmaine. says: (1:12:43 AM)
the father mother holyghost right

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:12:51 AM)
left breast symbolize “son”

Charmaine. says: (1:12:51 AM)
i mean son

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:12:52 AM)
SON LA

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:12:53 AM)
MOTHER

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:12:56 AM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Charmaine. says: (1:13:01 AM)
sorry

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:13:07 AM)
LIKE THAT GOT A LOT OF THINGS TO TOUCH ON BODY LIAO

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:13:14 AM)
FATHER MOTHER BROTHER SISTER GRANDPA GRANDMA

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:13:28 AM)
siala whole extended family include sia

Charmaine. says: (1:13:50 AM)
y must go in box confess

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:13:51 AM)
that one i dunno…

Charmaine. says: (1:13:57 AM)
for us we confess in like everywhere

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:14:10 AM)
confessional box

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:14:15 AM)
for privacy

Charmaine. says: (1:14:26 AM)
u pray so loud

Charmaine. says: (1:14:29 AM)
who cant hear sia

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:15:20 AM)
confession is like

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:15:22 AM)
we all whisper one

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:15:25 AM)
never shout.

Charmaine. says: (1:15:33 AM)
“I RAPED THE PRIEST”!

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:15:41 AM)
wtf

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:15:42 AM)
lololol

Charmaine. says: (1:15:47 AM)
then i normal pray also whisper.. no one hear ma..

Charmaine. says: (1:15:51 AM)
then at home u got confess?

Charmaine. says: (1:16:08 AM)
oh but v typical of philippines-eans to be catholics eh

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:16:12 AM)
how to no priest?

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:16:14 AM)
yeah..

Charmaine. says: (1:16:21 AM)
huh then the priest must hear?

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:16:21 AM)
ASSHOLE FILIPINOS LA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Charmaine. says: (1:16:25 AM)
then where got pricacy

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:16:28 AM)
OMG I WANNA FALL OF MY CHAIR AND LAUGH

Charmaine. says: (1:16:35 AM)
OMG IM SO SORRY

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:16:46 AM)
that one i heard right

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:16:53 AM)
priest = god’s representative

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:16:56 AM)
something like that

Charmaine. says: (1:17:05 AM)
but i wanna tell god dun wanna tell priest can?

Charmaine. says: (1:17:13 AM)
like u had premarital sex or took drugs..

Charmaine. says: (1:17:18 AM)
later priest report u to police..

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:17:41 AM)
YA THATS WHY I NEVER GO CONFESSION.. im still virgin and i havent taken drugs yet

AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:23:51 AM)
one day the choir pres wanna borrow aircon remote but he not around..

Charmaine. says: (1:24:00 AM)
y must ask him

Charmaine. says: (1:24:03 AM)
he bring it home meh

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:24:03 AM)
then we all waiting there liao ma.. very hot everyone sweating..

Charmaine. says: (1:24:05 AM)
not like he can use

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:24:12 AM)
then we on with broom he scold us

[AH BUI.] rainbows im inclined to pursue… says: (1:24:30 AM)
LIKE THE AIRCON REMOTE HIS PENIS SIA MUST ASK BEFORE USE
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HAHHAHAHA

time and food

it was 11+
i was eating koropoke and wheels..

its nearly 1pm..
im eating cake…

nathan no wonder i’ve put on 1.5kg..
but still…
i want my cream spaghetti..

sigh

how sia joyce conert… )=

anger

first u tellin me u goin online.
then u so impatient n nvr go online.
then ask y i so angry.
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