blablabla?

i don’t know,
but the more i think about it,
the more i feel it’s actually okay.

when it really isn’t.
its so so tempting, how?

i feel so stupid for even having those thoughts in my head.
cos everyone’s doing it,
and sorry, but sometimes i’m really tempted to just.. give in..

sometimes i really don’t see the big deal.
and that’s probably why people fall into the trap.
because ‘its not big deal what..’

URGH

the weird conversation.

oh well,
its really retarded that my dad’s goign so hard on my bro.
and my mum’s siding my bro.
aiya whatever, you asked for it.
sorry lah i don’t wanna get involved so please dont come and bitch to me about so and so cos i’m not really interested in home affairs.
i’m freaking sick of listening to the same old stuff for like the past 10 years.

how retarded is this.
now, really, don’t want him to use the computer, take it away.
and stop talking to me in front of him, i don’t want to be part of anything you say.

wa damn bad mood now.
his ears are so closed, he’s not listening, what’s the point in all the ranting?

and another retarded thing..
hi i know it’s aprils fool.. or whatever for that matter..
but your joke is so.. stng sta?

you: i’m sick.
me: oh, sleep early then.. tomorrow got school
you: no class tomorrow, (for whatever the reason)
me: ok..
you: why no more care for my sickness?
me: huh. er.
you: wa i failed. today is first of april, you know what day it is right…
me: T_T

omg REALLY, WHATEVER CAN?

such a bad day.
at times like this, i wish i’m outside, doing shit stuff.

go fms.. GO VALLAINS! :D

camp was GREATTTT.
so much better than i thought it would be.
hell loads of fun.. food.. more fun.. talking..

so anyway i’m in SUPER VILLAINS WOOOOOOOOO.
and we came up with loads of cheers, wa damn enthu please.
and i love my group, a pity they picked joyce out (WHY SIA)

so games were fun, although i didn’t like th ebutter.
damn smelly. hello have you smelt butter?
and i didn’t really get the point of butter..
cos it melts and becomes oil-like, so i don’t see the difference, just use oil, maybe?
the butter can be used for bbq chicken wings

and we showered, so much time to shower!
slowly showered, the water was awsomeee!

quote from becks ‘walau lucky i never wear my specs lor then cannot see’

dinner was great, superb, whats’ not.
both lunch and dinner were damn good. haha

and we had mass dance,
supposed to dance with joyce but in the end i danced with justin. :/
okay sorry i can’t dance justin please don’t laugh :/
k i feel so urgh about myself cos i cant dance.

BUT IT WAS STILL FUN.

WOOO.
so after dinner and dance (HAHA SO HIGH CLASS)
the 4 girls had 2 nasi bryanni’s and 2 packets of hokkien mee. WHICH WAS SUPERB.
eating in the dark, groping for the sotongs, ‘EH WHERE’S THE ACHAR! why you put behind the chicken i cant see!’
cedric was waiting for his food..
AND SO WERE WE. D:
we ordered 20piece nuggets, 4 large fries, 1 large (or was it extra.. is there extra large?) coke, 2 cheeseburgers and 1 green tea.

and we waited by the big big area outside level 8,
which was so awsome.
i sat like, bymyself, and looked at the stars, while the rest debated ‘eh that star move so fast! its moving left and right. eh is it moving?’
and it was super fun just lying down and looking at the sky.
oh, we watched the sun set too and we were like ‘woahhhhh EH IT SET SO FAST’

and instead of sleeping in the hangar, ced, grace, becks, joyce and i slept outside
we were groping for sauces.
ONLY 1 BBQ SAUCE SO PATHETIC.
and loads of curry.
and joyce bit cedric’s burger, just for the small little pickle.

and i can’t remember much, except we slept at about 3..
and like a few times i woke up and touched my face, looked at joyce who always happened to be awake and went like ‘OMG THEY GOT DRAW ANOT?’

but i think everyone was too tired to take out their markers..
so anyway i woke up at 8.30, brushed my teeth, washed my face, peed, then joyce and becks and i headed over to canteen 1 for breakfaast.

urgh. but i loved the fruits. heeh.
went back up, slacked for a lil,
then joyce and i helped to cut the cloths, which i think was super fun.
i have a new job prospect now, cutting cloths.
nearly cut myself, what’s new, the penknife hates me.

and then i went back to my group and we did our flag which BY THE WAY I THINK IS SUPER AWSOMEEEEE.
:D:
we are so horrid, wicked, but oh well!!
enjoyed it

and then i took the flag home cos needed a few more coats of paint..
went to find shy, joel and uncle for a lil, went home, pooped, showered, and slept.

and i woke up for dinner…
painted the flag,
ran out of black and white paint as there was hardly enough to begin with,
went on a search in my house for more poster paint :/
in the end i managed to do about 2 coats more, but the 2nd coat was a litle more watery..
and only 1 coat for the circle.

SOOOOO.
i might just end up trying to get more poster paint!

heading out for lunch tomorrow,
going home,
heading for dinner with sel.

not much is confirmed yet..
so.. oh well..

school’s starting, such a drag.
yaoi fan girl’s in my class hahaha woo!

oh well, i know i’m gonna have fun at camp.