zip.

my sister whipped up a meal -ofsorts.
she asked if i wanted any.
i just shook my head.

i’m not exactly the best person in the family.
my voice is feeling funny.
quivering.

today’s mothers’ day..
i didn’t get my mum anything.
actually i did.
last week, i ordered a tulip from church,
hoping they’d give it to my mum today,
but they didn’t.

i’m feeling so lousy today.
and i guess everything is taking a toll on me.

i don’t respond well to my family.
i don’t know why, i’m so detached.

i’m sorry.

i don’t know why, but its falling..
i’ve to go up now.
bye.