*dies*

read post below first, k?

me: eh i show you sth.
sis: what?
me: you see this girl.. *points to the pic on blog, the most recent entry “splat”*
sis: omg.. no wonder that time my friend says ‘eh your sister is on the brand essence thing
me: .. wth.. really?!
sis: ya.. then i’m like what is she doing there she’s no p6 what.. then they said ‘oh..’

DAMN SIAN LAH.
*hides in one corner and plans to assisinate that girl who looks like me*

splat.

DAMN sian.
right?

so everyone, lets have a laugh!
at me.

k i nicked this off stalker’s blog..
so unwillingly posing for this darn pic he asked me to.

AND WHEN I TOOK IT OFF HIS BLOG THE FILE NAME WAS CHARMAINE.JPG.
)=
damn sad.
mockery!!!

k here’s the picture.

if you cant tell,
i supposedly look like the girl in the middle.
SUPPOSEDLY LAH.

i know,
i’ve this feeling it looks like me too.
and its quite freaky. :/
what am i doing in a uniform? was my first reaction,
of course, after the numerous laughs..
and the ‘eh stand and pose lah!’ phrase which got everyone into a laughing fit.

ham.

the sound was consistent.

it couldn’t be ignored.

i walked over.

it was the sound of plastic being scratched and bitten.

i peered in.

he stopped whatever he was doing.

i stared.

he stared back.

i continued staring.

he didn’t blink an eye.

i stared.

he froze.

no movement.

nothing.

i walked back.

the sound started again.

backtracked,

looked in.

he stared at me.

again.

he wasn’t doing anything wrong, was he?

-whiskers.

biting the toilet, trying to sharpen/shorten his teeth.

up up and away.

i was asked to do a survey.

where are my 3 fav hangout places?

i put suntec pomerade.

i thought.

why that answer?

i’ve only been there once..

perhaps, it has a special meaning for me?

i removed the answer.

i should stop backtracking.

bulldozer.

i’ve been putting on weight.
yah.
fat arms now people.
BOO!!!!! )=

sigh

i’m neglecting them. )=
and i feel so horrid about it.

how to make them happier…?
play with them..?
blah.

(note to shy: am i really the only one who uses the word horrid???)

hmmm.

you know..
it seems that with you..
it feels all so different.
like..

i know i can actually count on you.
and turn to you.

and for what its worth,
thank you for being there all this while.
you didn’t have to.

we still have a long way to go.

moments

moments like these hold you back.
it’s gonna take awhile.

but i’m not gonna stop standing up.
pulling myself back on where i’m supposed to be.

-gah.
driving myself crazyyy!

blabbers.

its funny how one moment you’re all normal,
and the next, you’re queasy.

ja-jannnnn.

no sense again.
the vs spree closed.
*faints*

so many people in need of clothes, ah? :/