living life to your fullest.

i used to think of it as..
live your day as it were your last.
so if you like a person, you should tell him.

true?

and it became weird after awhile.
if you told the person you liked him/her, and he/she doesnt feel the sam way, how?

the next day, you would tell him he/she meant a lot to you.
right?

then if you die, you’d say..
well at least i told her/him..

that was how i felt last time.

but now..
its totally different..

living your life to your fullest would mean that
even if he/she doesnt like you,
you should carry on with your life, happily, with or without him/her..
so you won’t regret ‘damn i should have done (insert action here) instead of telling him i like him and waiting for him. waste my time!’

so if you die..
you’d feel, man i did so many things today that made me happy..
and the guy/girl wont really matter anymore..

or something like that.
this is sth i cant really point a finger to, or describe it clearly.

but that’s my thinking now.
maybe it would change again.

hmm, sense?
ah, i’ll edit it when i know how to explain