week 8 day 1

let’s see what’s in for me this week.

i took a long walk home just now.
not my usual 10 min route.
but maybe 30-40mins of slow walk (which is a surprise cos i cannot stand people who walk slowly).

well then, it was rather peaceful, minus the cars and the jam.
the smell of petrol, the music in pinky (the ipod), a bag full of notes, and so much more stuff weighing down in my head.

i explored west coast plaza (aka ginza) by myself.
what a refreshing start.
for one, i was alone, i felt like a total stranger, in a strange land..

food cost a hefty $15 at BBQ chicken, which gave me chicken lousier than kfc’s, gross shit, never going back there. lil fuggers cheating my money. it stated $11.90 and i paid $15.
sorry, WHAT SERVICE CHARGE? it was a takeaway damnit.

shall stick to subway.

today isn’t a good day,
make it better tomorow

WTF WERE YOU THINKING?

a very good conversation starter, no?!
HOW ABOUT THE FUCKING SKY IS BLUE TODAY, AND WHAT’S YOUR OPINION ON THAT?

oh great now the father wants to quit church and quit his job.
fuck, how fucking mature of him.

you overreact A LOT all the time, and this is the limit.
i’m not gonna budge, i don’t think i’ve done anything wrong, so yea, if you wanna quit the job, go ahead. you’ll see what happens.
if you wanna quit church, go ahead.

i told you before, it wasn’t a threat.
you don’t scare me anymore.

i’ve had it with your senseless words,
jumping the gun.

i’ve had it.

sigh

dilemma.

foshizzle………..
sorry i need to rant.
dear God, i know i have no right to question You, thus i’m not.
just happens the bible didn’t state clearly..
and i’m not that smart..

i’m questioning the weird people. :/

i’d rather you lay out facts in my face,
and not throw them to me “cos the bible says its wrong”

EH?
dont give me those shit about how i’m wrong cos the bible is right.
because humans intepret the bible.
and humans are never always right.

one’s interpretation could difer from another.
so who is wrong?
the older one is correct?
because he had ‘facts’ from the bible?

well then, wouldn’t you like to know that the bible has two sides.

quote one example.

“you shall not destroy the temple of God”
and thus, piercings and tatts are frowned upon.
sorry?

your idea of destroying and my idea of destroying..
totally two different things..
smoking destroys your body, drinking too..
(blablabla)

and then i ask.
what about eating unhealthy food all the time and not exercising?
you know that bbq chicken wings is full of oil and stuff yet you still eat them during a bbq.
you know that you should exercise 3 times a week, 30mins each time, yet you don’t.
isn’t that keeping your body unhealthy?
is that not destroying your temple of God?
please don’t say ‘gosh it’s two different situations’

it’s the same.
well, you might think i’m wrong and that you’re right.
so who’s the right one now?

and how come ear holes (just 1 in each ear) are acceptable, but other piercings are not?
do they not boil down to one thing? “piercings”?
just because the ears are less noticeable does not make them more acceptable.
if thus, are you saying you’re living indenial? as long as you don’t see it, it isn’t there, and thus, it’s ok?
so the tongue is more noticeable, the eyebrow and nose too.
are they not all piercings?
just because they are in different places, they make a big difference?
just because you cannot accept it, we are at fault?

end of rant/
church members officially killing me with them adding me on msn, facebook (SORRY DO I KNOW YOU??)

read this and REALISE : i do not give a shit about you, or two hooties about what you think. by now you ought to know you have little/no significance in my life, and this time, i’m standing up for myself. i’ve let the ‘inappropriate dressing’ and ‘is that your boyfriend you’re too young’ thing so, but this is the limit. i know what i want, you don’t. the exit is to your left, thanks for reading, have a good day.

no i’m not sorry, and i will not hesitate to kick your ass if you piss me off.
who the fuck are you to judge me if you don’t know me. ,,l,,

to sex or not to sex.

1) brad pitt (still my top choice baby!)
2) jude law
3) vin diesel
4) george clooney (or maybe not.. eew..)
5) steven strait.
6) david beckham

if i was male….
1) jennifer aniston (TOTALLYYY)
2) tara reid (ok maybe not now. but during van wilder 1)
3) paris hilton (i don’t know..)

i know there’s more, and i wonder what’s on your ‘to sex to not to sex’ list.

ps: i think chandler makes a good boyfriend for me. hush!

surprise surprise!

hi kim, i’m very happy that you’re happy, and i’m happy that i actually decided to turn up. sorry that i even had 2nd thoughts about going. ily babe!

so met w marv mason and brenda at clem, took train to lavander to pick up stuff then cabbed to kris’s place..

sat around, took pictures, talked to esther zomg first proper conversation and i loved it thanks! IQ went up hunny!

had some food, and kim came SURPRISEEEE.

mum sent a text which made me go ‘omg die’ (more about it later or next post..)
and then after had tennis w marv and mason.
not bad not bad, i still suck, my left hand’s strength is officially dying, my right hand is officially dead. )=
very upset about it, plus my right knee was giving my problems..

cabbed w kim/marv home THANK YOU PEOPLE. <3 (so gay!)

had a ‘row’ with my dad the min i came home and i cried.
wtf so gay, not cos i’m sad or anything.
those eyes just work wonders. i think everytime i get uptight i cry. hmm.

oh yes, to the bloody church member who told on me, I HOPE YOU SERIOUSLY GET YOUR BRAINS FIXED.

was that meant to be a conversation starter with my pap?
WAS IT?
have you NO BRAINS to know that people aren’t exactly open to ideas?
HAVE YOU?
or are you just trying to kill my pap cos you hate him so much?

IS IT VERY FUN TO CAUSE TROUBLE?
IS IT?
WELL THEN GO AND ROT.