giving up

everyday i give up on people whom i love and care for. (or rather, used to)

can’t place everyone in your circle.
placing them in yours doesnt mean they place you in theirs.

caring for the world makes you a bigger lover and also a bigger loser because at the end of the day you (inevitably) get hurt.

not have high hopes for anyone/anything.
that way we dont get too disappointed.

letting go slowly makes things slightly easier.
instituted as a loner maybe its all for the better.

call on you once
call on you twice
call on you thrice
call on you…

forget it lets not waste my time.

maybe i’ve lost hope in mankind.