hello! i’m charmaine.!
this is an introduction post about ME!
i’m 18 this year, turning 19 in november.
i’ve yet to learn driving because i haven’t found time to sign up.. gah.
but oh well!
i love eating. always on the lookout for food i think my moto should be “there’s always room for more”.
i make really crude jokes and comments at times, which either make people cry or stare blankly.
i hate kids, i can’t tell you how annoying they are, and i frequently glare at them. so if you want me to be the mother of your future spawns, sorry.
i’m beginning to realise that i begin my sentences with “i…” which makes me really sound very self absorbed, but then again this is an introduction post about me! and yes i do sound so cheerful, i dont know why.
i laugh for the wrong reasons and at the wrong time, so well..
i love washing the dishes and packing my room at night, it’s really therapeutic.
i play the piano at unearthly hours, and i can paint my nails 6 times a day. it irritates me, that i can’t find the right colour to suit my mood. but then again..
i love animals, well not reptiles. snakes and frogs creep me out, and snakes eat hamsters. which is unacceptable! i love dogs, kittens, hamsters and horses. dolphins too.
im into all kinds of sports, except well maybe the hurdles.
i spent a few months in PAP, then i transfered to PPH to complete my years in kindergarten. i then went to NHPS and i did badly in p6. i expected to get a 250, because i did well during prelims and i studied harder. but God decided it was better for me to get 218, and so i went to TSS. it turned out okay, because memories i have of it are not that clear anymore, i guess it’s really for the better we leave stuff there.
during o levels, i barely scraped through. i got 11 and 14 points respectively, and managed to get into NP’s mass communication. i’m still here, i’ve another year to go.
through these years, i’ve made many friends. i’ve lost quite some too, but i’m guessing that’s just life. we have a lot of regret, and sometimes it’s really hard to move on, but i guess it doesn’t matter as long as we don’t stop trying.
i don’t know what i want to do when i grow up, yet. i used to want to be a national bowler, and now all i can think is ‘when i grow up i want to be happy’. but then again, who doesn’t? (=
i have many pet peeves. i guess this might be a highlight of my entry.
i am REALLY anal. in the sense i would get agitated if lines aren’t straight, and i would have problems expressing how irritated i am. my toilet HAS to be dry, i’d be irked if anyone wet it on purpose, or if anyone moved any of my stuff.
i might have an OCD with neatness and cleaniness.
i walk pretty fast, and eat quick too. i love losing myself while walking, and i hate crowds. i cannot be in them for too long or i’ll start feeling really upset. i do not eat pork, and i only eat the breast meat of chicken.
i have really bad cramps, which makes my whole body shake violently, forcing me to purge.
i dislike fence-sitters. a lot.
a teacher once asked “what happens if you sit on the fence?”
and a classmate answered “your butt will pain” (yea in broken english)
it really does make sense. :/
i do not know how to talk to people younger than me. it freaks me out, and i dislike them, just slightly lesser than kids.
i know what i want in life, i know the kind of guy i want (it’s in one of my entries), the kind of house i would live in (i’m going to live in the house i am in currently, plus the house on my left), and the stuff i’d do for fun.
that kinda wraps up my life, there’s so many ups and downs i can’t really explain them.
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also, i LOVE/adore hot guys. lol. no, really! but whenever guys approach me the first (and actually, only) thing i do is to pull back, feel awkward and try to run away. i dont know i’m guessing i don’t handle guys that well. :/ yea i admit i run away all the time cos im scared.
