laughing gas

went to coronation for some self-healing.

took a walk from there to third avenue. it does feel good, walking alone and all. should try walking home from there next time.

took 156 to holland v. realised it didn’t go there. so off to clementi first.

burger king (which pales in comparison to the whopper bar…)
then to the body shop.
and swensens. where i just wanted to punch myself for agreeing to share dessert. urgh.

then cabbed to oli’s place to slack.
awesomely nua dogs! but my legs were mauled by them man.

marmite chicken (which tasted normal) for dinner then back to his place and gary joined us.

lots of drinking games + lol-able and sweet moments.
except when someone puked on our legs.

okay gna take a nap now bye!

birthday bash.

okay so tonight i had dinner w family at marche.
nice and simple i guess.
no desserts, nothing.
which is weird, considering how i’m always on the lookout for food.

i’ve been eating A LOT for the past 2 weeks.
my weighing scale is begging me NOT to step on her, just in case i break her bones.

that said, i’ve to go to the gym.
to clear my hours (damn you pfm and your retarded classes!)

to sum up,
here’s where i’ve been ‘celebrating’.

1) makan sutra
2) max breiner
3) seoul garden
4) cha cha cha
5) canele (spell check)
6) fish and co
7) marche

okay next year i aim to eat grass for my birthday.

productive day.

today was so productive!
met kx in school and revised med law with her.
we decided to send an e-card to my bro.

HAHAHA JOKES MAN.
the e card was miffy!

“hello

i am miffy. thank you for always covering me with your nappy. your pillow is really comfortable.

i miff you”
HAHAHAHAHAH shit man i’m damn mean.

medlaw was so productive!

while listening in class, i was shopping online.
bought a dress, answered questions, asked more questions, talked faster than the teacher.

headed to far east plaza for filming with panda.
saw the security guards who caught up with us and told us we can’t film.

(hohoho…)
we knew we’re supposed to ask for permission, but we were betting that if they didn’t get back to us, or didn’t allow us to film, we’d be screwed. so we took the chances and just went ahead.

the guard made me go to the management’s office to tell this man that i was going to film. so i did.

me: hello, i need to film for a while at shop xx.

him: ok. please write in to us and we’ll approve it in 2-3 days.
me: no i cant do that
him: why
me: my project is due soon
him: you still have to write to us
me: ok can i write now and let you read it?
him: no i can’t.
me: why? it’ll be fast. and you’re here anyway!
him: ………….
(silence)
me: anyway i’m not filming other places, it’s a small project. and the shop agreed. it’ll take a while only. (lists down what we’re filming)
him: .. okok make it quick then.

SO YAY!
and guards kept checkin on us. our interviewee was DAMN cute. oh my goodness. panda said i wasn’t paying attention i kept starint at my camera screen and smiling to myself. BUT SHE WAS SO CUTE. long dyed hair and a nice yellow dress and with really lovely rosy cheeks!!!
okay i better stop unless the interviewee happens to read this and thinks i’m psyco.

was supposed to meet bro and mom for dinner. they were shopping for bro’s prom clothes. (sis went with them to buy his clothes oh goodness it’s like he’s getting married)

THEN. mom told me bro had gone off to meet his friends. so i texted him

forgive my broken english. was eating and talking to my mom while typing.

me: wa you look down on me ah dun wanna eat with me then meet your friends. wings harden can fly hor. (wanted to say it in chinses but i didn’t know which words to type, and i didn’t think he could read it too)
him: lol no lah. i did not know you going to eat mah. and i just want to spend time with my friends.
me: u choose friends over family i am so hurt. sob sob. i will harm your miffy.
him: no. not my meaning. you try ah. i will harm your family.
me: you be careful of yourself!
him: haha right. your eating ah? (need to teach him the difference between your and you’re)
me: ya.. i just now saw a lot of o level noob shopping for prom
him: wa lao so bad lah. but a lot of weird people lor.
me: ya. a lot of smelly boys so disgusting. you better use my perfume on monday
him: kk lend me yours

mmm he’s gonna smell like me!
so nice. hoho.

okay gna sleep soon long day of filming tomorrow!!

happy 19th to myself (=

so yepp. this year is really special.
turning 19..

more special than my 18th because
1) next year there’ll be a 2 on my age, and it freaks me out
2) i’m spending it differently.

no parties, nothing. (=
just quiet (or not), quality time with the people i love.

this week’s gonna be pretty hectic and i’m squeezing in as much time as i can to spend it with the different people.

as i grow up, sometimes i do things i don’t want to do.. but that’s life.
full of obligations and responsibilities.

thankful for God, church, family and friends who’ve kept me sane.

happy birthday char.
hope you’re still the strong person 10 years later, when you read this.

blurbs

had dinner at fish and co w oli and friends and idk why but we’re always dissing him.

11 out of 10 things he says is rubbish.

like “after that girlfriend, i now know what kind of guys i’m interested in”

and he tried using pick up lines on me like

(not sure if i’m getting this right)
“your legs are word”
“you can come to my house and spread your word”

and the next was like
him: “are you bored?”
me: “uh no.”
him: (obviously ignoring my answer) “if you’re bored come sit on my lap and we’ll talk about the first thing that pops up”

i saw someone kill a rat and i nearly burst into tears.
)=

bloatytummy.

met a nice cab uncle today from school to home.
rushed to bathe.
while walking to the bus stop, i saw the bus stop at the bus stop (hahaha i keep laughing at this. someone in sec 2 in my class wrote this and the teacher was horrified).

decided to take a cab to chase to my bus.
chased, couldn’t find my bus.
got down the cab, waited for my bus that never came.
so i had to take another cab just to be on time for driving.
(my $$… )))=)

dinner at seoul garden w panda joyce and sihui. HAHA K LA KIDDING. got kx also. yum yummmmmmmmm. my fav is still the sliced beef.! (=

ate till i nearly exploded. we ate for damn bloody long.
then shopped a bit, i really need to start trading if i want to continue to have debit.

kx got me a punching bag.
yes yes really need to manage my anger haha.
she asked me to go kite flying with her cos it’s romantic.. but i told her no because i thought it’s dumb..

kx: can you blow the kite for me when there’s no wind
me: no thanks.

okay long day tomorrow, will be super busy for next few weeks.!

i can’t fit into f21’s clothes!
S is too small M is too big. URGH. I NEED MORE BOOBIES.
or maybe i was wearing clothes while trying clothes that’s why. lol.

okay bye! today was <3

5 slimming patches.

had dinner with shy and joel today at food for thought.
felt so bloated, but it’d not the food!
we smelt so oily after that though.. )=

dinner tomorrow w peanuts!
yayyyyyy!

then saturday it’s
filming / library, and if i can make it,
2 birthday parties!

sunday would be (hopefully) fish and co with the boys and

monday. dreading school all over again.
(ok wait i actually dread wednesdays more)
and dinner with teck and the rest!

weee~~~ food and more food.
good food awesome company.

bro’s o levels are over soon and he’ll be going for a holiday.
ENVIOUS.
okay i went to bkk aft my o levels too so it wasn’t tt bad.

bored!

Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
it depends on who which sex i’m with right? lol.

Person you last sent a text to?
oliver

What’s irritating you right now?
my period

How many kids do you want?
0.

What were you doin’ at 11pm last night?
sleeping. HAHAHA.

What happened at 10:00 am today?
m.ass.ina. bane of my existance.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
tonnes man. 10?

Does anyone call you baby?
uhh yes.
someone called me sweetie and i told him to go and die. hahaha

Did you hug anyone today?
no. such a sad life.

Would you get married if you could right now?
yea why not. i mean if it’s the right person….

Are you in a good mood?
no. i hate my period. i’m so angsty.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
giraffe? idk. oh my colleagues! lol.

What are you listening to?
the fan spinning.

Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
depends. if i’m in a bad mood i won’t.

Do you wear glasses?
yeappp. since 9.

Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?
i wish.

Are you a forgiving person?
no, no and no.

How is life going for you right now?
idk, God would answer this on my behalf.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
yah. KARMA LEH. hahaha.

Who was the last person you ate with?
marvin kim and esther!

When was the last time you saw your dad?
today when he came home.

Are you mad about anything?
angry? no.
crazy over? no too.
gee i’m so calm.

Do you miss anyone?
yes of course!

What were you doing before this?
wondering if i should sleep, or do this.

Do you hate being alone?
yes. it freaks me out.

Do you drink more water or juice?
juice.

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
i’m less cheerful, more calm, more impatient….. wow okay i’m going to have like 0 friends. lol.

When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
every.single.day

Looking forward to something this weekend?
not really. there’s tonnes of work to clear.

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
couldn’t even if i wanted to! -stares at cy-

Is there someone you will never forget?
uh yea sure as much as i’d like to.

Where’s the guy/girl you love right now?
sleeping? unearthly hour to be awake. -_-

Do you like waking up in the morning to find that you have new texts?
depends. if it’s some bad news then no thanks.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
i’m a sunny person.

Do you like someone right now?
*crows fly by*

Can you keep a secret?
yea i guess.

Are you open with your feelings to people?
yea. why hide and pretend. unless i can’t be arsed with you..

What are you thinking right now?
fuck i wanna sleep. shouldn’t have done this.

**
A to Z

A – Age
18

B – Best coffee
hate it.

C – Chore I don’t like?
seriously, the worst thing you could ask me to do is pick up hair from the floor. it freaks the crap out of me.

D – Dog’s name
bitch. haha.

E – Essential start to your day
peeing.

F – Favorite colour
black? oh ok wait. pink.
lol

G – Gift you love getting?
it’s the thought that counts. the best thing would be a card i guess.

H – Height
156/7/8.

I – Instruments you play
recorder. HAHAHAHA.
seriously. the triangle.
piano guitar drums.

J – Job title
student by day, wan shang shi brother.

K – Kid(s) (Named A to Z respectively.)
fuck kids

L – Last CD listened to
lol CD ah…… got laser disc want anot?

M – Most memorable Christmas Present?
i don’t get christmas presents.. oh the irony.
christmas is celebrating the birth of christ (yada yada). lol wtf man.

N – Nickname?
tai, char, and something along the lines of ’she can kill you with her chin’

O – Overnight hospital stay other than birth
dengue for 5 days. the dancing fairies and the huge tree!

P – Pet Peeve
not a good time to get me started.

Q – Quote from a movie
quotes are cheesy.

R – Right or left handed
left.

S – Siblings
2. older sis younger bro.

T – Tattoos
not yet. HEY WHY WASN’T P FOR PIERCINGS. DISCRIMINATION.

U- Ultimate vacation destination
touring the globe

V- Vegetable you dislike
tao gay, the lucky green stuff people put on your plate as garnish.

W – Ways you run late
huh!? err

X – X-rays you’ve had
the last was for the unagi bone lodged in my throat.

Y – Yummy food you make
oh please everthing i make is nice.

Z – Zoo favourite
the adrenaline when you buy the tickets, and just before you enter the zoo.

K I’M DONE NIGHT LOSERS.

happy 26th marvin!

yesterday (wed) was a day of many emotions.

hmm.

school was confusing for me as usual.
i don’t seem to be able to grasp anything now.
probably lost the drive, and have really low morale.
i used to believe that whatever i wanted, as long as i worked hard for it, it’ll all turn out for the best.

but of course, what happened during internship woke me up..
school’s quite demoralising.. and really everyday i thank God for the people who pull me through school..

anyway it was raining, so my mood was just ‘blah’.
took a cab, got my feet soaked.
it was pouring in school but at sunset way it was all dry and sunny. kinda peeved me.

i hate the rain, writing, school and my period with sucha huge vengence. it’s the bane of my existance, really.

went to makan sutra for dinner with marv kim and esther. yumyum. good food, great company. kinda like a dream come true. so much food! the hokkien mee today was a huge disappointment though.

dessert at max brenner. yumyum fondue. the best part? i had a nice car ride. passed the flyer TWICE. how awesome is that. pretty lights + the drive was really peaceful, safe, comfortable.. hmm. (=

oh, one of my neighbours, they’re gna build a 4th storey, a rooftop garden. i’m so envious. )= they could build a mini pool and suntan.. -gah-

school’s only gonna get worse so bye for now i’ll try to keep this place less musty.

peeved

doing PA duty in church for a wedding (outside job) with julian.

so the whole time, the groom ignores me.
well he didn’t acknowledge either of us, so we were just sitting and slacking.

rehersal ends.
groom goes up to both of us.
looks at julian “sorry you are?”

and he goes on to introduce himself, and the other members of his ‘crew’.

GREAT.

he didn’t bother saying hi or talking to me.

what, girls don’t do PA?
i was telling julian that to other people i looked like the girlfriend who was just accompanying him.

grrrr.
peeved off tonnes!!!

i hate it, so male dominated.
okay if you actually read this, TYFYT.