happy 19th to myself (=

so yepp. this year is really special.
turning 19..

more special than my 18th because
1) next year there’ll be a 2 on my age, and it freaks me out
2) i’m spending it differently.

no parties, nothing. (=
just quiet (or not), quality time with the people i love.

this week’s gonna be pretty hectic and i’m squeezing in as much time as i can to spend it with the different people.

as i grow up, sometimes i do things i don’t want to do.. but that’s life.
full of obligations and responsibilities.

thankful for God, church, family and friends who’ve kept me sane.

happy birthday char.
hope you’re still the strong person 10 years later, when you read this.

blurbs

had dinner at fish and co w oli and friends and idk why but we’re always dissing him.

11 out of 10 things he says is rubbish.

like “after that girlfriend, i now know what kind of guys i’m interested in”

and he tried using pick up lines on me like

(not sure if i’m getting this right)
“your legs are word”
“you can come to my house and spread your word”

and the next was like
him: “are you bored?”
me: “uh no.”
him: (obviously ignoring my answer) “if you’re bored come sit on my lap and we’ll talk about the first thing that pops up”

i saw someone kill a rat and i nearly burst into tears.
)=

bloatytummy.

met a nice cab uncle today from school to home.
rushed to bathe.
while walking to the bus stop, i saw the bus stop at the bus stop (hahaha i keep laughing at this. someone in sec 2 in my class wrote this and the teacher was horrified).

decided to take a cab to chase to my bus.
chased, couldn’t find my bus.
got down the cab, waited for my bus that never came.
so i had to take another cab just to be on time for driving.
(my $$… )))=)

dinner at seoul garden w panda joyce and sihui. HAHA K LA KIDDING. got kx also. yum yummmmmmmmm. my fav is still the sliced beef.! (=

ate till i nearly exploded. we ate for damn bloody long.
then shopped a bit, i really need to start trading if i want to continue to have debit.

kx got me a punching bag.
yes yes really need to manage my anger haha.
she asked me to go kite flying with her cos it’s romantic.. but i told her no because i thought it’s dumb..

kx: can you blow the kite for me when there’s no wind
me: no thanks.

okay long day tomorrow, will be super busy for next few weeks.!

i can’t fit into f21’s clothes!
S is too small M is too big. URGH. I NEED MORE BOOBIES.
or maybe i was wearing clothes while trying clothes that’s why. lol.

okay bye! today was <3

5 slimming patches.

had dinner with shy and joel today at food for thought.
felt so bloated, but it’d not the food!
we smelt so oily after that though.. )=

dinner tomorrow w peanuts!
yayyyyyy!

then saturday it’s
filming / library, and if i can make it,
2 birthday parties!

sunday would be (hopefully) fish and co with the boys and

monday. dreading school all over again.
(ok wait i actually dread wednesdays more)
and dinner with teck and the rest!

weee~~~ food and more food.
good food awesome company.

bro’s o levels are over soon and he’ll be going for a holiday.
ENVIOUS.
okay i went to bkk aft my o levels too so it wasn’t tt bad.

bored!

Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
it depends on who which sex i’m with right? lol.

Person you last sent a text to?
oliver

What’s irritating you right now?
my period

How many kids do you want?
0.

What were you doin’ at 11pm last night?
sleeping. HAHAHA.

What happened at 10:00 am today?
m.ass.ina. bane of my existance.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
tonnes man. 10?

Does anyone call you baby?
uhh yes.
someone called me sweetie and i told him to go and die. hahaha

Did you hug anyone today?
no. such a sad life.

Would you get married if you could right now?
yea why not. i mean if it’s the right person….

Are you in a good mood?
no. i hate my period. i’m so angsty.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
giraffe? idk. oh my colleagues! lol.

What are you listening to?
the fan spinning.

Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
depends. if i’m in a bad mood i won’t.

Do you wear glasses?
yeappp. since 9.

Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?
i wish.

Are you a forgiving person?
no, no and no.

How is life going for you right now?
idk, God would answer this on my behalf.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
yah. KARMA LEH. hahaha.

Who was the last person you ate with?
marvin kim and esther!

When was the last time you saw your dad?
today when he came home.

Are you mad about anything?
angry? no.
crazy over? no too.
gee i’m so calm.

Do you miss anyone?
yes of course!

What were you doing before this?
wondering if i should sleep, or do this.

Do you hate being alone?
yes. it freaks me out.

Do you drink more water or juice?
juice.

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
i’m less cheerful, more calm, more impatient….. wow okay i’m going to have like 0 friends. lol.

When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
every.single.day

Looking forward to something this weekend?
not really. there’s tonnes of work to clear.

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
couldn’t even if i wanted to! -stares at cy-

Is there someone you will never forget?
uh yea sure as much as i’d like to.

Where’s the guy/girl you love right now?
sleeping? unearthly hour to be awake. -_-

Do you like waking up in the morning to find that you have new texts?
depends. if it’s some bad news then no thanks.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
i’m a sunny person.

Do you like someone right now?
*crows fly by*

Can you keep a secret?
yea i guess.

Are you open with your feelings to people?
yea. why hide and pretend. unless i can’t be arsed with you..

What are you thinking right now?
fuck i wanna sleep. shouldn’t have done this.

**
A to Z

A – Age
18

B – Best coffee
hate it.

C – Chore I don’t like?
seriously, the worst thing you could ask me to do is pick up hair from the floor. it freaks the crap out of me.

D – Dog’s name
bitch. haha.

E – Essential start to your day
peeing.

F – Favorite colour
black? oh ok wait. pink.
lol

G – Gift you love getting?
it’s the thought that counts. the best thing would be a card i guess.

H – Height
156/7/8.

I – Instruments you play
recorder. HAHAHAHA.
seriously. the triangle.
piano guitar drums.

J – Job title
student by day, wan shang shi brother.

K – Kid(s) (Named A to Z respectively.)
fuck kids

L – Last CD listened to
lol CD ah…… got laser disc want anot?

M – Most memorable Christmas Present?
i don’t get christmas presents.. oh the irony.
christmas is celebrating the birth of christ (yada yada). lol wtf man.

N – Nickname?
tai, char, and something along the lines of ’she can kill you with her chin’

O – Overnight hospital stay other than birth
dengue for 5 days. the dancing fairies and the huge tree!

P – Pet Peeve
not a good time to get me started.

Q – Quote from a movie
quotes are cheesy.

R – Right or left handed
left.

S – Siblings
2. older sis younger bro.

T – Tattoos
not yet. HEY WHY WASN’T P FOR PIERCINGS. DISCRIMINATION.

U- Ultimate vacation destination
touring the globe

V- Vegetable you dislike
tao gay, the lucky green stuff people put on your plate as garnish.

W – Ways you run late
huh!? err

X – X-rays you’ve had
the last was for the unagi bone lodged in my throat.

Y – Yummy food you make
oh please everthing i make is nice.

Z – Zoo favourite
the adrenaline when you buy the tickets, and just before you enter the zoo.

K I’M DONE NIGHT LOSERS.

happy 26th marvin!

yesterday (wed) was a day of many emotions.

hmm.

school was confusing for me as usual.
i don’t seem to be able to grasp anything now.
probably lost the drive, and have really low morale.
i used to believe that whatever i wanted, as long as i worked hard for it, it’ll all turn out for the best.

but of course, what happened during internship woke me up..
school’s quite demoralising.. and really everyday i thank God for the people who pull me through school..

anyway it was raining, so my mood was just ‘blah’.
took a cab, got my feet soaked.
it was pouring in school but at sunset way it was all dry and sunny. kinda peeved me.

i hate the rain, writing, school and my period with sucha huge vengence. it’s the bane of my existance, really.

went to makan sutra for dinner with marv kim and esther. yumyum. good food, great company. kinda like a dream come true. so much food! the hokkien mee today was a huge disappointment though.

dessert at max brenner. yumyum fondue. the best part? i had a nice car ride. passed the flyer TWICE. how awesome is that. pretty lights + the drive was really peaceful, safe, comfortable.. hmm. (=

oh, one of my neighbours, they’re gna build a 4th storey, a rooftop garden. i’m so envious. )= they could build a mini pool and suntan.. -gah-

school’s only gonna get worse so bye for now i’ll try to keep this place less musty.

peeved

doing PA duty in church for a wedding (outside job) with julian.

so the whole time, the groom ignores me.
well he didn’t acknowledge either of us, so we were just sitting and slacking.

rehersal ends.
groom goes up to both of us.
looks at julian “sorry you are?”

and he goes on to introduce himself, and the other members of his ‘crew’.

GREAT.

he didn’t bother saying hi or talking to me.

what, girls don’t do PA?
i was telling julian that to other people i looked like the girlfriend who was just accompanying him.

grrrr.
peeved off tonnes!!!

i hate it, so male dominated.
okay if you actually read this, TYFYT.

short post

in class now. sick.
still can’t believe school has started, i’ve to see people i don’t wanna see.

spent friday night with gary and oli at sushi tei where i saw oli being a glutton. then to suntec for the arcade(omg amazing.) and to catch midnight movie ‘hurt locker’ which is a really nice show! numbs your senses though. then to rocher for tau huay, i personally prefer the one at geylang.

back home at 3 and i couldn’t wake up for driving so i cancelled it. to the arts house for the day, hearing people talk about their books.

caught film “the boy in the striped pyjamas” and i’m gna buy the movie for my mom. it’s about the nazi and jews, really tugs at heart strings.

ate at glutton bay with panda (after attending 2 talks at the art house). chai tao kueh, hokkien mee and chicken wings.

sunday was horrid. fell sick and i was rolling in bed and whining. felt better in the evening and had dinner at AYE. came back, felt more sick.

today’s monday and i’ve an mc cos i’m feeling like shit but i’m in class. sigh.

life of a student…

why i’d make a good girlfriend

i’m always joking that we do nice stuff so we can have a good ‘resume’.
not the normal kind of resume, but the kind that people will look at if they’re looking for a girl/guy to be with.

it’s kinda like ‘hey.. this girl.. let’s see her qualities’ and then the guy would make a mental note of things she does, says, what she’s good at and all..

so i’m thinking why not we list it out ourselves right?
on a piece of paper, black and white, everyone can see for themselves and decide if he/she’s who they want..
it’ll save tonnes of time, effort, emotions..

sure it’ll take the fun out of dating,
but is dating really that fun?
you could use that time to do more stuff like hanging out with your friends, crossing things out from your bucket list, feeding cows, looking after your pet rock..

anyway here’s my list!
it’s gonna be super boastful (that’s why they’re resumes.. it lists down good things!)

I..
- cook / bake
- wash the dishes
- clean my room and wardrobes
- make sure things are neat
- dress up (depends on how you look at it, really)
- swim (very important! in case you can’t!)
- play all kinds of sports
- eat all the time (you won’t starve if you go out with me!)
- don’t smoke / drink / club (saves $$ if you think about it..)
- am comfortable in my own skin
- speak the ‘guy’ language
- play computer games (and rock at them)

I am / love..
- animals
- anal about lines, placement of stuff
- piercings and tattoos
- easily pacified and amused
- the sun, sports, and the sea!
- musically inclined
- usually calm and collected, not a lot of things faze / dazzle me
- quite practical
- not super vain
- polite
- playing pool

I won’t..
- make you call me everyday just to talk on the phone (omg this is the stupidest thing EVER)
- hint / ask for flowers / chocolates / toys
- spend your money
- ask you to pick me up specially
- make you carry my hand bag

I’m cheerful to a certain extent. I have little patience though, so stupidity really makes me feel like dying.

I roll my eyes a lot, I laugh when I feel awkward, I don’t pretend to like people, I laugh at myself, I don’t see why I should be nice, I am not a fan girl, I’m (usually) decisive, I’m very practical. I don’t really like shopping, I will gladly scream my head off at people who annoy me, I make fun of people, I mingle well with people (when i feel like it), I can come up with endless conversation topics (if i bother to).

That said, I do have my mood swings.

just one more thing..

I’m awesome and I’m HOT!

chubby bunny

bbq today was not different from the previous eating sprees we had..
loads of food this time round..

johnny walker beef(they said taste was a tad too strong, but not strong enough for me!) (yea but no alcohol burning taste that’s why nice)
sambal sotong
satay
saussages
sprite fish
sambal honey fish
chicken
otah

YUMYUMYUM

while waiting for the fire we set our mat down. super easy bbq. sit down, everything’s within reach no need to stand up and all haha we’re so damn lazy.

momsy joined us..

anw at the end, we played this game, chubby bunny. it’s whereby everyone takes turns to put one marshmallow into their mouth and say ‘chubby bunny’. and it goes on and on till there’s one man left standing. no chewing, no swallowing. just stuffing it into your mouth.

I WON.!

8 MARSHMALLOWS IN MY MOUTH. ahahahah!!!!

can’t believe i won. seriously. my mouth was incredibly stretched after the game.

okay that’s all i’ve packed my whole week i’m loving it.
and also, fingers still smell even though i’ve washed it a million times.

finished mvp qing ren, now on to meteor garden!!

ps: photos of penang trip SOON. i can’t find my camera.