know what’s not fun?

freezing your damn fingers off while studying.
or just, freezing.

agent hasn’t gotten back to me regarding the central heating. i’m gna hound her tmr.

till then, i’ll be hugging the heater, and i’ve grudgingly put the bed warmer thingy on my bed now. sigh.

i hate winter.
it obviously feels the same considering how i’m trying to keep warm 24/7.

my blog lacks pictures. it looks so boring now. )=
and thus…

-insert random pic of self-

shiny line-y black tank dress, looking pretty albeit pathetic. looks like a cotton tank dress fml. and gold sandals.

which was bad considering i was really really broke, and instead of using the $$ for food i decided to buy those 2 items… but hey A|X was having a sale.. -shrugs- they had some rly nice items, and some that looked trashy.. but until they’re super affordable and available to everyone.. i’ll continue going back to their stores hehe. no point getting something everyone else has right?

i can’t wait till summer comes, i bought that outfit to celebrate the arrival of summer! 2 seasons too early but hey it’s good to be an optimist…. sometimes.

oh and another one

me eating a raw oyster. first time in 20yrs..
1) i don’t eat raw food
2) oysters? lol seriously?
i added wayy too much lemon and salt, but the aftertaste still haunted me.

let’s se.. what else…
nothing, actually. i haven’t done anything much besides wasting my parents’ money.. i sound like an awful slacker )= someone who does nothing but eat sleep and slack.

now if only i could appear that way, and get the grades. that would be trickery at its best. it’d be like “who the fuck are ya’ll calling a slacker?” -throws cert with h1′s and honours stamped all over-

yes, life is just that kind..
okay, 20hrs till i burn my books to keep warm!

i date myself

yes i date myself and i’m proud of it!

what’s not to like?
1) you love yourself
2) you want to spend quality time with yourself, be in your own world, while being surrounded by the beauty of the outside world
3) you can do anything you want, any time you feel like it
4) there’s no one to tell you “why not we do x instead?”
5) or anyone to make decisions for you

so that’s exactly what i did.
on the 21st, after class, i packed my items into a small sling bag (okay a clutch), dolled up and went out.

i had no idea what i was gonna do, i know i needed to get some underwear, i thought it’d be cool if i walked to south wharf, but it wasn’t a to-do. all i knew was that i wanted time alone to myself, to walk, get lost, whatever.

so from my home, i walked to the city. sushi shop at my place was closed so i walked with an empty tummy. didn’t know what i wanted to eat either. then i saw another sushi shop in the city, and got myself 2 crispy chicken handrolls. god sent! (=

saw an outdoor performance and decided to stay and watch. it was entertaining i guess, and i left only when it ended.

walked to flinders station, and decided that i should go to south wharf.
1) i had nothing to do
2) south wharf would be decent exercise for me

took me a good 30mins or so to reach the place.. i checked my map, from my place to southwharf, it’s about 4.2km..

decided to shop, hooray! walked around, visited every shop that i thought was worth it (you know you can’t do that if you’re shopping with a friend).

i probably spent 2.5 hours walking around, sitting to drink, meddle with my purchases… and i left at 6pm as they were closing.

it was already quite dark by then. but it wasn’t raining, so i still felt happy. saw a busker drumming with tin cans, gave him 1/3 of all my coins. saw a group of men dancing, gave them all my coins, except a 2 dollar coin (just in case i needed it)

and that was how my date went.

i know it’s a lil weird dolling up when you’re just going out alone but hey my rationale is..
if you’re going on a date with a guy/girl, you’d wanna look good right? for them, and for yourself.
and if you’re dating yourself, shouldn’t you wanna look good for yourself too? and be happy? it’s different from wearing a simple t shirt and shorts and slippers and just going out to walk in the park…

can’t wait to go on my next self-adventure. (=

sing a song about money

i can’t help but think every time i spend, that money can be used for something better.

but there’s just that deep craving to continue buying nice and expensive items. a lil bit here, a lil more over there.

the value of money is dropping. i’m working but i still can’t grasp the value of money. well done char.

in the past, we work to survive, to live comfortably. and now, we work to spend lavishly on un-needed items.

we’re getting more affluent.

one thing’s for sure. every time i spend unnecessarily, i’m 1 step further away from owning my own home.

let’s buy together!

met feli for tea tgt w my mom. (=
headed over to marmalade pantry but it was full and we went to twg and it was equally full. so we headed off to cedele. haha.

mom left early.. so it was just both of us.. headed to lido.. then to far east where i got a new camera batt, and a belt. hoho.

went to wisma, then taka and saw that juicy had “final sale” and we were laughing cos.. it has been there since foreverrrr.

one thing led to another and..

bleh!

we got the same one. mine’s silver, hers is gold. there was a pretty pink one…

f: eh nice leh..
me: ya… try lor..
me: eh nice leh.. you want?
f: ya it’s nice.. you get lor..
me: why don’t we get it tgt
f: oohhhh idea

first time i suggested us buying sth lol. in the past she used to go “eh buy lah” and i’d be like “dont want.. waste $$” and in sec sch she had this habit of buying something everytime she went out. like come cup cover. no kidding. most useless thing ever lol.

me: if your family goes bankrupt will you still buy it?
f: ya..

and now she’s more mature than me haha. -sob sob-

saw her openly spying on a green macaroon charm so that went into my bag too… legally, of course.

if you’re seeing this…
hi.:D

i’m v glad you’re going back to study! although i feel you don’t have to, but nevertheless, a certificate is always good. -pops champagne- that macaroon is special cos it’s what you’re probably gonna learn to perfect, it represents you and what you do. glad you like it (= i doubt i can fly over but i’ll be cheering you on from up down left right centre.

-the end-

what an awkward ending haha.

shoes

blah. not too long ago, i said goodbye to many shoes…

gathered all my shoes to do a census.

it was quite sad to throw them into the trash bag…

my fav pair of flats. so shiny. but i hardly wore them out cos they gave me blisters. lovehate r/s

silly guess heels which really sucked. quality wise. comfort wise… blah!!! couldn’t even last me 10times!

random black heels. i have over 10pairs. grrr. kept buying because they kept giving me blisters. annoying!!!

my fav pair of heels. said byebye to it too. )=

that’s all i’m left with. )=

ps: i’ve quite some shoes to give away / sell.. so if anyone whose feet is size 4.5 – 5.5… pls lemme know!